ast week's San Diego CityBeat cover story was a very positive
depiction of ibogaine as a treatment for addiction at the Ibogaine
Association ( http://www.ibogaine-therapy.net/ ) in Tijuana, Mexico.

http://www.sdcitybeat.com/article.php?id=4102
Ibogaine: Exploring the new frontier of psychedelic addiction therapy
San Diego CityBeat
March 01, 2006
by Kia Momtazi
IBOGAINE
Exploring the new frontier of psychedelic addiction therapy � story
and photos by kia momtazi

by Kia Momtazi

Ray slips his shades back over his eyes and leans against the window
as the van crosses the border into Mexico. It's noon on Monday, Oct.
31, and he hasn't slept in three days. He thinks about the bag of
chronic he threw out the window on the way to meet the guy from the
clinic. He thinks about the pipe load of meth stashed in the seat of
his motorcycle back home. Ray is skeptical�will he really be so
changed by Friday that he'll be able to go home and throw it away?

Ray is a 33-year-old meth producer, dealer and addict. So far, Ray's
missing fingerprints are the only physical evidence of his
addiction�they gradually peeled off after repeated contact with so
many chemicals.

Six months ago, after a stint in prison and more than two years clean,
he relapsed and took a leave of absence from refrigerator-repair
school "to go run amok." The past few months, says Ray, "have been out
of control�. I won't do anything unless I smoke first. I feel like I
just have to do it."

He's afraid that either death or jail is imminent if he doesn't change his life.

"I find myself doing stuff that I would never even do normally," Ray
says. "I have a pocket full of money, but I'm out there robbing
warehouses and things�Target warehouses, Wal-Mart�just to do
something. I've got $2,300 in my pocket and I'm sitting there trying
to break into a Coke machine at the Embassy Suites."

Reluctant to quit partying but desperate to curb his destructive
behavior, Ray is traveling to the Ibogaine Association, a Tijuana
clinic originally founded in Mexico City that treats patients with a
powerful psychedelic�ibogaine�rumored to be able to stop addiction in
its tracks. Legally accepted as an experimental therapy in most
countries, ibogaine is classified as a Schedule 1 substance in the
United States, believed to have a high potential for abuse with no
accepted medical value.

Every Monday, program director Nathen Gabriel meets new patients at
Urban Grind, a caf� located just north of Balboa Park, and shuttles
them to the clinic, where they stay until he picks them up Friday
morning.

Program director since March 2005, Gabriel has a background in
psychedelic healing and a doctorate in naturopathic medicine. He's a
lean, compact man in his early 40s with a gaunt face and large eyes
that seem to take everything seriously. He looks like a mystic only
from the neck up, where an elaborate tattoo of serpents twining around
a lotus flower crowns his shaved head and creates the illusion of a
third eye at the base of his skull.

Though he's worked at the clinic less than a year, Gabriel's talent
for the job emerges during the 30-minute drive. He's friendly and
sincere with each patient, asks them straightforward questions about
their addictions and absorbs their answers without judgment. They
invariably ask questions about ibogaine, and when they do, excitement
creeps into his responses.

He explains that ibogaine comes from the root bark of Tabernathe
Iboga, a shrub that grows in Central Africa, and has been used for
centuries in various ceremonies of the Bwiti tribe.

A man named Howard Lotsof, Gabriel says, took ibogaine in 1962 as a
19-year-old junkie chasing a new thrill. After enduring 36 hours of
harrowing visions, Lotsof awoke to find he had no desire to use heroin
and was totally free from any symptoms of withdrawal. He has spent the
rest of his life trying to make ibogaine more readily available for
those in need.

Gabriel himself has taken ibogaine twice, he says�once to better
relate to his patients and again recently in an attempt to curb his
pot habit. Gabriel describes his own personal experience of ibogaine
as "completely hellish" but hastily adds that everyone experiences it
differently.

Before leaving San Diego, Gabriel stops the van at a downtown Days Inn
to pick up another patient. Ted is in his early-50s, has red hair and
a red beard and wears a faded blue-gray polo shirt, green shorts and
athletic socks under Birkenstock sandals. He's been on Vicodin for
seven years to treat his chronic neck pain�a result of getting hit by
a car while crossing the street 10 years ago�and currently takes 15 to
20 pills every day. He wants to stop and has tried to quit cold turkey
"numerous times" but finds it "physically impossible."

Though he's emphatic that the pain he now experiences is from Vicodin
withdrawal and not from his injury, he hopes that at the very least
ibogaine will reset his tolerance to the Vicodin, enabling him to once
again get full relief from a couple of pain pills instead of 20.

Preston Peet, a 38-year-old New York writer, told CityBeat in a phone
interview that he uses ibogaine for just that. Ever since a car
accident 24 years ago, Peet says he has suffered from chronic pain in
his back and legs. Until he took ibogaine for the first time in 2004,
he took four MS-Contins (a morphine-based pain killer) and more than
12 Dilaudids every day for the pain. He'll live with chronic pain for
the rest of his life, he says, but periodic boosters of ibogaine
enable him to keep his painkiller intake down to a mere two MS-Contins
per day.

The van arrives at the clinic�a nondescript house in Tijuana's most
affluent residential neighborhood�shortly after noon. On the inside,
the four-bedroom house looks more like a travelers' hostel than a
medical clinic. The only medical equipment in sight is a heart-rate
monitor on the nightstand next to each bed. The walls are sparsely
decorated, the furniture secondhand, and paisley tapestries are draped
over the couches. It was once a grand house, full of high ceilings,
chandeliers and pink marble. The contrast gives it a haunting air of
abandoned opulence.

Gabriel shows Ted and Ray upstairs to their rooms. In turn, they
submit to a blood test, which will be taken to a lab for analysis
before they take the ibogaine later that night. Gabriel collects the
$4,000 fee before their blood is drawn, and a staff member searches
their bags for drugs. At no point does anyone search the patients or
their pockets.

When Ted's wife calls on his cell phone, Ray goes out on the balcony
for a cigarette.

He leans against the railing and smokes pensively.

Hundreds of cigarette butts have collected on the ledge beneath, a
reminder that so many people before Ray have stood smoking on that
same balcony, all probably pondering ibogaine's power to change them
for good.

Greg Douglass, a musician and recovered heroin addict who's been clean
since he took ibogaine in 2003, told CityBeat that the visions he
experienced with ibogaine were what changed him the most.

"The whole time I was hallucinating, I didn't feel like I was
hallucinating," says Douglass. "I felt like I was being shown
something for a reason. All of a sudden it was right there for me to
see� it's really marvelous to be on this planet and part of this
universe. Why didn't I see that before? And all of a sudden it was
like this big black hole got filled in."

But Ray is skeptical that he will have a psycho-spiritual epiphany
with ibogaine.

"I never saw no ray of light when I was sober," he says
matter-of-factly. He gloomily predicts the ibogaine won't work and
he'll end up being "burned four grand."

Ray perks up when he remembers that he still gets to trip out one last
time before he's supposed to turn his life around.

"I want to fry," Ray says smiling, his eyes lighting up. "Let's do it."

Although Ted and Ray are eager to get the treatment underway, hours
remain before the blood tests come back. To kill time and give them a
better picture of what they're about to experience, Gabriel shows a
documentary about ibogaine called "Ibogaine�Right of Passage."

Before it ends, Gabriel leaves Ray and Ted in the hands of the medical
staff. Gabriel, whose role is more administrative than medical, won't
see either of them until he returns on Friday to pick them up and take
them back to San Diego.

Ever since his discovery, Lotsof has reportedly endeavored to make
ibogaine legitimate in Western medicine. He quickly passed some out to
his junkie friends for more informal testing, but things got
complicated in 1970 when the American government cracked down on
psychedelics, making ibogaine illegal along with LSD and psilocybin.

Lotsof gained some ground in the mid-'80s when he obtained patents for
the use of ibogaine to treat symptoms of multi-drug dependence, but
they were never picked up by any pharmaceutical companies and have
recently expired.

Nevertheless, since ibogaine remains legal in most other countries, a
scattering of informal clinics like the Ibogaine Association have
emerged as testimonies spread through personal networks and�more
recently�over the Internet.

When Gabriel returns Friday morning, Ray and Ted await him anxiously
at the kitchen table. They giggle conspiratorially like two schoolboys
who've bonded during a week at summer camp, cracking jokes about the
stray dogs outside and the boredom of their post-ibogaine confinement.

There is more color in Ray's face, and he appears physically
illuminated from within. He smiles in spite of himself, and his eyes
sparkle. But despite the obvious improvement in Ray's appearance, he
says he's not sure how effective the treatment was. He says he's
feeling good without meth and plans to get rid of the pipe in the
motorcycle, but he says he'll probably keep smoking weed. He is
disappointed that he didn't experience any visions.

"Everything is just alright," he shrugs. "I still didn't see no ray of light."

Back on the road to San Diego, Ray's quiet until someone on a
motorcycle zooms ahead of the van. His eyes light up all over again.

"That's what I want to do," he says, "go for a ride."

The change in Ted is different. No longer in a Vicodin haze, by Friday
morning he's grouchy and cursing. He rubs his shoulder repeatedly
through the neck of his T-shirt but says the pain he's feeling now is
from Wednesday night's overzealous Thai massage. Still, he's full of
praise for the medical staff and leaves a hefty tip for the night
nurses.

His hallucinations were much more memorable than Ray's.

"I saw myself in the Civil War," Ted tells Gabriel on the ride back to
San Diego. "There were themes of honor and courage," he continues. "I
got stabbed in the back by someone with a bayonet, but I didn't feel
fear." So far he doesn't regret his decision to come, he says, but
isn't sure he would want to take ibogaine again.

A week after his return, Ted reflects on his experience with a much
more optimistic tone.

Now that he isn't living through a mix of pain and Vicodin, Ted says,
his biggest pleasure has been spending more time with his children.
"I'm really hoping the effects stay around for awhile," Ted concludes.
"It does feel like my life's better because of it."

Despite the fact that most addiction specialists today seem to regard
psychedelic addiction therapy as a bygone fancy of Timothy Leary and
his ilk, a small community of researchers still strives to find a
place for ibogaine in mainstream medicine.

Dr. Stanley Glick, chairman of the department of pharmacology and
neuroscience at the Albany Medical Institute, has been studying the
effects of ibogaine in drug-addicted rats since the late 1980s. Though
he's published data that confirms ibogaine's ability to block opiate
withdrawal and cravings in animals, initiating clinical research on
ibogaine in humans has been trickier.

Though the FDA approved initial stages of clinical research on
ibogaine in humans in 1993, protocol was still being developed for the
studies when the National Institute on Drug Abuse (NIDA) pulled its
funding in 1995.

Frank Vocci, director of the Division of Pharmacotherapies and Medical
Consequences of Drug Abuse at NIDA, says NIDA's review panel made the
decision not to go forward with the research based on evidence that
ibogaine was a neurotoxin in rats and posed other potential health
risks like bradychardia (slowed heart rate) and grand mal seizures.

That much of the data NIDA reviewed of ibogaine's effect on humans
came from observations of informal treatment in the Netherlands,
rather than clinical research that had passed through peer review,
seems to have added to the medical establishment's already disdainful
view of psychedelic therapy.

"I think that we need some published data on ibogaine," said Vocci in
a phone interview. "That's where I really think this whole issue is,
in terms of both safety, metabolism and possible effects."

However, ibogaine supporters like Patrick Kroupa, a heroin addict for
16 years who recovered with ibogaine and now runs an online discussion
board called the Ibogaine List, believe ibogaine will never make it
out of Schedule 1 status because pharmaceutical companies�some of whom
have representatives on the NIDA review board�don't see big dollars in
the development of a one-time-use drug for a stigmatized population,
especially a drug that has known hallucinogenic side effects.

"The pharmaceutical industry exists for one purpose: to make money for
their shareholders," Kroupa said in a phone interview. "There is no
pharmaceutical company that could even recover the money it would have
to spend to get [ibogaine] through the FDA."

"To take a drug through the FDA is very expensive," confirms Dr.
Deborah Mash, a professor of neurology and pharmacotherapy at the
University of Miami who responded to NIDA's withdrawal of financial
support in 1996 by moving her human research on ibogaine to a facility
in the Caribbean. She published her first batch of data in 2000 and
then went back to work collecting more evidence.

"The data that was collected from there supports the development track
that we're trying to do with the FDA here," says Mash. "I'm getting
ready now to re-convene the clinical studies in the U.S."

However, until she does, it seems there won't be any shortage of
people desperate enough for relief to cross national borders for
ibogaine treatment.

The Monday after Ray and Ted's visit to the clinic, three new patients
meet Gabriel at the caf�. This time, they're all there because of
heroin.

One of the men changes his pants behind a dumpster as the other two
pile into the van. The vibe among the patients is considerably
different, but Gabriel's approach doesn't change. He remains
unswervingly calm and again seems at once respectful and intrigued by
his patients' take on their addictions.

Joe Alex is 51, Hispanic and has a droopy graying moustache. When his
withdrawals cause him to sweat, he peels off his sweatshirt to reveal
an upper body covered almost entirely in tattoos. He is the oldest of
the three passengers but by far the most upbeat. He calls Gabriel
"doc" and engages him in friendly conversation.

He says casually that he's used heroin on and off since he was 18,
when he started "out of curiosity." He's been in and out of jail many
times since, with one four-year sober stretch, during which he became
a certified substance-abuse counselor. He says he enjoyed the work and
that people told him he was good at it. But he relapsed when he
stopped counseling to take part in a family real-estate venture.

"I've stopped a thousand times," he says good-naturedly. "The problem
is staying stopped."

He proves his point as he counts aloud the different times and ways
he's detoxed: cold turkey "about a dozen times," in the hospital
"about two dozen times," four or five times in Christian homes and six
or so times in secular facilities.

He says he hopes he can find his passion, something that will give him
something else in life to look forward to.

"I got a Harley I'm passionate about," he adds, "but I can only keep
it clean so much."

Josh is a former heroin addict currently on methadone, and at 32 is
the youngest patient in the past two weeks. He is white and tall, has
short brown hair, wears jeans and a green hoodie and carries James
Frey's recovery "memoir" A Million Little Pieces. His skin is
yellowish and sallow, and the color of his lips span the spectrum from
green to purple. There are dark circles around his eyes and he leans
listlessly against the window in the same seat Ray occupied just a
week before. He's shy, and his story emerges haltingly. "A bad
roommate" introduced him to heroin nine years ago.

"Six months later, I realized I was in trouble," he recalls. "The
whole time I was doing heroin I wanted to stop."

He used heroin for four years straight, got clean for three years, but
a year ago "a bad breakup" sent him back to the needle. He
transitioned to methadone four months ago but is ready to get off it
so he can go back to school for shoe design.

It turns out Josh has already been working through a recovery program.
He goes to group and individual therapy on a weekly basis and feels
like he's already worked through a lot of the "psychological stuff"
that caused his addiction. He isn't looking for a spiritual awakening
with ibogaine, he says�he just wants a fast, easy way to detox off the
methadone.

The third man in the van, Jesus, like Joe Alex, has been using drugs
since he was in his teens.

"I know why I use�I grew up around it," Jesus says bluntly. "My
brother did it, and I wanted to be like my brother."

Jesus has a jet-black moustache and wears black jeans, a gray
sweatshirt, a baseball cap and a dog tag around his neck that says
"father of a soldier." He has spent 18 of his 41 years in jail, makes
not-so-veiled references about gang involvement and is clearly
terrified of ibogaine. His watery eyes�a common sign of early opiate
withdrawal�dart back and forth around the van like those of a caged
animal. He confesses he almost ran away from the van when it stopped
at the bank but couldn't reach anyone from the pay phone. He dominates
the conversation in the van, another question pouring out of him while
Gabriel is still answering the one before. He's had bad acid trips
before, he says�is this one going to be like that? He's going to break
parole when he crosses the border�what about that? What if they get
the blood tests back and find out he can't take the ibogaine�what will
they do for him then? He has overdosed before and his heart has
stopped�could !
that happen again?

Gabriel patiently and repeatedly tries to calm him, but with marginal success.

At the clinic, Jesus chain-smokes on the downstairs patio. His
withdrawal symptoms continue to worsen, and even though he is afraid
of the ibogaine trip, he tries to persuade Gabriel to let him take it
sooner. Instead, Gabriel shows them the ibogaine documentary, hoping
it will distract Jesus and help calm his nerves. He wishes them all
well�just like last week, he won't see them again until Friday.

By the time the acupuncturist arrives on Wednesday night, Jesus is
already long gone. According to Gabriel, who was contacted by phone in
the middle of the night on Monday by one of the night nurses, Jesus
remained agitated even after they gave him the ibogaine and was
ultimately sent home when he became disruptive toward the other
patients.

"Dr. Paula," who gave Jesus his capsule of ibogaine, said at the time
that she personally saw him put it in his mouth.

But the fact that Jesus was active and mobile a few hours after pill
was given�highly unusual for someone under the effects of
ibogaine�compounded with his vocalized fear of having a bad trip,
suggests to Gabriel that Jesus never actually ingested any ibogaine.

Jesus' own account is quite different. A few days later, over the
phone from his home, he says he did take the ibogaine but could still
feel painful symptoms of his withdrawal and wanted more drugs to knock
him out. When the night nurses wouldn't give him any, he demanded that
they call Gabriel. Once he realized Gabriel was not coming to his aid,
Jesus tried to roust Joe Alex, who he believed had methadone. It was
around this time that Gabriel instructed the night staff to call a
taxi and get Jesus out of the house.

"He treated me with indifference," Jesus says of Gabriel. "He should
have come down, or sent Dr. Paula. His solution was to put me in a
taxi and send me on my way."

Jesus took the taxi all the way home to San Bernardino; his family had
to pay for the $300 ride.

"My family didn't believe in this shit�nobody believed," Jesus says
angrily. "The next thing they see is I'm looking to them to cop some
dope. That was so difficult. It was just disappointing."

It turns out Jesus' fear of ibogaine may have been more than paranoia.
On Jan. 31, a man named Jason Sears died at the Ibogaine Association
while receiving treatment for his heroin addiction. Nineteen hours
after Sears ingested the ibogaine, his heart monitor sounded, alerting
the staff. Gasping for air in the arms of the doctor, Sears died of
pulmonary thrombosis, which is the end result of a blood clot that
forms in the body over time and eventually travels to the lungs.

Like all the patients who come through the Ibogaine Association,
Sears' heart and liver functions were checked for abnormalities before
he was given the ibogaine, says Dr. Medina, who treated Sears at the
Tijuana clinic and prefers his first name not be used.

"Evidence shows that ibogaine can slow the pulse of the heart, so it's
a red flag when you have a patient with previous heart disease or
rhythm abnormalities," Medina explains. "That's why we do an EKG prior
to the administration of the ibogaine. He had a perfectly normal
heart�. His liver enzymes were completely normal."

Though Sears wasn't technically killed by ibogaine, there have been a
handful of fatalities reported during informal ibogaine treatments
worldwide over the past two decades, none of which have been good
publicity for the drug.

Mash, who collects her data in a traditional clinical facility with
much more extensive medical scrutiny, is afraid her work will
eventually be derailed by such ibogaine-related fatalities.

"I get concerned� the more dead bodies we have," she says. "And at
some point the door is going to shut tight forever because of this
behavior."

However, many ibogaine supporters don't seem overly worried about
standards of care at the smaller, informal clinics.

"With all due respect to her opinion," says Kenneth Alper, associate
professor of psychiatry and neurology at New York University and
co-author of A Contemporary History of Ibogaine in the United States
and Europe, "my approach is simply to appreciate the fact that they
exist."

In contrast to Jesus, Josh and Joe Alex experience ibogaine without
incident. Even by Wednesday, Josh's physical transformation is
remarkable. His lips and cheeks are pink again, and he's much more
vibrant and alert. He's still shy while he describes his trip, but,
just like Ray, he seems unable to contain his smile.

"It wasn't as intense as I expected it to be," he says. He didn't have
many visions but does recall feeling shame and embarrassment.

"I had probably every feeling," he says, and then reconsiders. "I
wasn't really scared."

While Josh didn't gain too much insight into his addiction, he repeats
that that wasn't his expectation. "I feel almost the same as I did the
day before I took [ibogaine]," he says confidently, "but I know I
don't have to do methadone anymore."

Perhaps because he's 20 years older, Joe Alex doesn't recover as fast
and is still groggy on Wednesday evening. After some ear-acupuncture,
Thai massage and a guided meditation exercise, Joe Alex curls up on
the carpet and weeps softly, murmuring that it's hard to forgive
himself, that he is feeling powerful shame and guilt.

When Gabriel comes to pick them up on Friday, Joe Alex's condition has
improved. He and Josh sit side by side on the couch as they wait to
depart the clinic, both more mellow and less anxious to depart than
Ted and Ray before them. Both men have been through excruciating
heroin withdrawals before and seem stunned by their ability to
function and feel relatively normal so soon.

By now, Joe Alex is invigorated and chatty. He talks animatedly about
all the unfinished business he wants to take care of, like getting his
teeth fixed, building another motorcycle and helping his daughter buy

a house.

"I'm glad I did this," he says firmly. "It's definitely the best detox
I've ever had."

On the way back to San Diego, Gabriel stops at a gas station for a pit stop.

"Hey, Doc!" cries Joe Alex like a proud child as he clambers back into
the van, "I can feel I've got a little spring in my step!"

For Lotsof, Glick and Mash, progress and legitimacy lie in ibogaine derivatives.

There's not much money to be made in psychedelic drugs, it turns out,
and now that Lotsof's patents on ibogaine have expired, there's not
really much incentive to try.

But second-generation drugs have not yet been patented and look like
they might be as successful as ibogaine, in terms of stopping cravings
and withdrawal. Glick has already developed one such drug, a
synthesized version of ibogaine called 18 MC.

Mash is also working in a similar direction.

"All the data we've obtained to date suggests that ibogaine gets
converted to an active metabolite and that the active metabolite holds
promise as a drug candidate," Mash explains. "The ibogaine causes the
visions. The active metabolite is what blocks opiate withdrawals, the
cravings and the desire to use the drugs."

Until Glick and Mash secure funding to test these non-hallucinatory
derivatives on humans, one question remains: how big a part do the
visions play in the overall healing process?

One biologist and former crack addict, who asked that his name not be
published, told CityBeat in a phone interview that ibogaine presented
him with a clear choice to surrender to death or keep on living.

"It doesn't seem like random images that come up," he explained. "I
saw a man with graying hair. He was sitting alone in a motel room, and
I suddenly realized it was myself, and I had to make a decision
whether I was going to kill myself or decide not to and lead a healthy
life. That was an image I tried to get rid of, but it kept popping up,
like that was the crucial thing I was supposed to see."

Because of testimonials like these, over the years the media has
repeatedly portrayed ibogaine as a possible "magic bullet" cure for
addiction. But even the most ardent ibogaine supporters say this is
hogwash.

"You have to do a tremendous amount of work," affirms Kroupa, the
former heroin addict. "One thing that is absolutely certain is that
after ibogaine, you need to have some sort of aftercare plan in place.
Whatever that means for you [because] problems will not magically
vanish. Ibogaine will not hand you a brand new life."

CityBeat followed five desperate men to the Ibogaine Association in
Tijuana to see firsthand how ibogaine really works. Four of them
returned visibly healthier, free from cravings and relatively
optimistic about their future. But how far away from their former
lives did ibogaine really take them?

As of press time, Ted remains unreachable by phone and e-mail.

Ray has been in jail since Dec. 21, his mother told CityBeat.

"It was almost like he was on a mission once he got home to get back
in jail," she said. "I know that that's not exactly the case, but
that's what it seemed like. He just went berserk. I was actually glad
that he wound up in jail; I was expecting a worse phone call, to be
honest."

Joe Alex checked into a sober-living home at the beginning of December
and stayed there for a few weeks. Once he returned home to San
Bernardino, he "had some slips" and says he "hasn't been completely
clean." He is now taking methadone and thinking of going back to the
Ibogaine Association for a second treatment.

Josh is still clean, goes to Narcotics Anonymous meetings twice a
week, and was on his way to a job interview when CityBeat called to
follow up.

"If I ever got in that situation again, I wouldn't even think twice
about doing [ibogaine] again�. I was practically dead before," says
Josh. "I hope I don't. I'm still kind of blown away at how well that
worked and the opportunity it's given me."