Angelroze, way back when, you wrote about your concern about your not having self-esteem. Is this still a probem? If so, I feel it would be good if all of us did some dialoguing about it. Anyone interested? But first the quote:
QUOTE(angelroze @ May 28, 2003, 09:07 AM)
ANGELROSE CONFESSES: argh!! lol now i sound like some kind of stupid pirate!
but gr you know wat REALLY pisses me off??
ME! i piss myself off SOO much!
bcuz of some stupid thing in my brain maybe im crazy (which i wish i was cuz then i could sya that instead of i dont know why)
but anyways im always tihnking that people hate me. no matter what i do im alwyas
tihnkign that. and i hate it bcuz if i act on my thoughts
then people get mad when i say hey are you mad at me or sya that someone hates me they get all pissed...
and..
that bugs me and ..
i dont know why..
i wish i could be crazy so i could be locked up and then i wouldnt have to deal wit people and i wouldnt have to be all suspicion like i tihnk they are talkinga botu me..which most of the time they pry are..
and i cant help but tihnking that as your reading this your tihnking about wat a loser i am and i shouldnt be complaing abput a littltlleeee problem like this..
but i hate it..
ow do i get self esteem?
i geuss thas wat i want to know.. should i lke swear away from guys? or wat.. im dumb.. i dont know :-/ :-XROze